Moment
Truly, there is no moment more mortifying
More full of the truth of your humanity
Than realizing that the smell on your pillow case
The one that pervades your sinuses
As a result of not feeling a great urge to shower,
That smell
Is your own.
Injury
Fall down.
Hard.
Pause and let your mind catch up.
It’s got a lot going on all at once.
Pain gets dibs on your time.
Pain is putting on a one-woman show,
Though shock and embarrassment are working the light and sound boards.
Your mouth works immediately –
People are exclaiming at your face,
And it’s important that you calm them down.
You lie, lie as easily as breathing and falling down.
I’m fine – no, I’m fine – I’m fine, just give me a sec…
A sec? Pain is indignant.
Pain is leaping through rings of fire
Conveniently placed on the impact site
She’s not going anywhere in a sec.
But this time her show is short.
A single act in a larger bodily circus.
And though she’s going to hang around like a desperate extra
You can ignore her long enough
To stand up,
Smile,
And keep walking.